My set of Topshop paperdolls. :D All thanks to joycethefairy! :)
Can’t wait to play with it when I’m done with those brain-wracking assignments.
So yeah, I have been reading tons of that kinda story and in fact, some of my friends have actually asked me that one particular question. I’m sorry but I can’t really mention what that is because I would say it’s rather personal.
Let’s just say, in my wildest dream, I have NEVER thought this would happen to me. When people asked me that question or when I read about such stories, all I said was, “Hah! Impossible! Things like that have never come across my mind and it surely won’t happen!”. Boy, was I wrong. SO VERY WRONG, if I may add.
I am now freaked out, feeling very much disturbed and uncomfortable. I don’t know how to handle this issue, I really don’t. Worst part of it all? It’s happening at the wrong time. To be completely honest, it is pretty unexpected too.
From this, I have learned that I should stop saying things like, “Oh nayy, that is NEVER gonna happen!” or “Hah! are you kidding me? Are you nuts? Obviously, that will NEVER happen!”. Instead, I would say, “Oh hey, there is a possibility that it might happen!” or “Right, it never came across my mind but uh well, can’t deny the fact that such things may occur!”. That, people, has gotta be one of my biggest life lesson.
At present, I am hoping that this is just a phase. But well, even if it isn’t, there is nothing much I can do about it. I just hope this issue doesn’t worsen because it may jeopardize a friendship. Le sigh!
But really though, I can’t help but to wonder; WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? I mean seriously, WHY?!